Hopefully no one sends you hate mail about that post you wrote about adderall because it is an extremely hard thing to quit both psychologically and physically (as you already know.) I don't know if it matters but I'm here to tell you that your metabolism and sleep will return to normal after a while. I was on adderall xr for about 3/4 years and I quit last July 2011 so I know how difficult it is. You're bettering yourself by allowing your mind/body to normalize, adderall just dumbs it down. <3

Thank you!! I’m trying to balance pushing myself beyond what I’m comfortable doing and being compassionate toward myself while I transition. I know so many others have done this and after 15 years of adderall I need to redefine many parts of my life. Glad to hear you found your way off of it.